Associative Memory

Somewhere there exists a recording of me spieling out nearly an hour of poetry from memory, word- and diction-perfect.  Long passages of Shakespeare, parts of “Evangeline,” even the Moody Blues.  It was a long-ago New Year’s Eve, I had been drinking champagne, and something set off my associative memory.  Probably someone dared me, which is not a safe thing for anyone under those circumstances. I don’t know why I can only do this when I’ve had a glass or two.  Today I tried to recite a simple, standard poem from memory without the aid of alcohol, and this is what came out.  The faint of heart may wish to stop reading now.

Once upon a midnight dreary,
As I pondered, weak and weary,
Over many a volume of long-forgotten lore;
From above there came a rapping,
Then I heard a gentle tapping,
And I knew my bird was crapping,
Crapping on my chamber floor.
I hurled an oath, a book flew after,
Knocked the raven from its rafter;
Then I wrung its scrawny neck and flung it to the floor.
Loud I cried out, “I don’t wan’ no
“Filthy birds and stinking guano
“In my room, now or manano.
“Never!” quoth I. “Nevermore!”

Arguing With The Weather

Yes, it’s cold.  It’s winter.  This is northern Pennsylvania.  Stop whining and layer up!  The weather is not listening to you and could care less about your opinion of it.

Personally, I wouldn’t want to live in a place that has ‘climate’ but no seasons.  I find the cycle of the year invigorating, and greet each new season with puppy-like enthusiasm.  In winter, I enjoy the feeling of just being alive and thriving, despite the conditions, defying the ‘little death.’

The Polar Vortex is nothing new.  It’s an atmospheric condition that’s always been there, like the Jet Stream, but now the media has gotten hold of it.  We’ve had weather this cold before.  As long as the pipes don’t freeze and the power stays on, why complain?  This is temporary.  This is not the world of “Game of Thrones,” our winter is only going to last another month-and-a-half.

Half the politicians are saying this is evidence that Global Warming is a hoax, the other half saying this is proof it is real.  Lesser ones are griping about school closings and expenditure for snow removal on roads, and using all this as a reason to increase taxes, as if they needed an actual reason.  In short, the cold weather is the topic of every news article, interview, internet post, and conversation.

It could be worse.  They could be doing their usual rants about celebrities I’ve never heard of doing things I don’t care about.

That’s MY rant for today.

My Theobromide Addiction

One close friend who knows me far too well gave me a dark chocolate orange for Christmas.  For those who never had one, this is a replica of an orange made of chocolate, which, at a blow on the stem end, breaks apart into twenty perfectly-formed segments of delectable, slightly orange-flavored, chocolate delight.  The milk chocolate ones are easy to find;  the dark chocolate ones, however, are rather rare.  And dark chocolate, as any theobromide addict will tell you, is what we hard-core cases love the most.  Just as the serious wine lover prefers dry wines, serious chocolate lovers prefer it dark.  Me, I have a passion for both.  Don’t get me started about the proper wine to serve with chocolate!

I don’t have much of a sweet tooth, preferring the richness of fats even in desserts.  Pies, with their shortening-laden crust, buttery cookies, ice cream, and the occasional slice of cheesecake fill my dessert needs.  But one dessert component always turns me on, no matter how it’s prepared:  chocolate.  Don’t even try to give me a piece of cake unless it’s chocolate.  As for ‘blondies,’ non-chocolate brownies… Heresy!  The inventor should be killed in some prolonged and inventive way, such as being drowned in a vat of vanilla extract.  

But I can control myself.  I’m not your stereotypical chocoholic woman who snarfs down an entire box of Godiva’s best in a single afternoon.  I can limit myself to a piece or two daily until the box is gone.  I can even share some without screaming,  “MINE!  MINE!” and snatching it from the would-be chocolate thief’s hand just before it reaches her mouth.  I admit that self-control is easier with individually-wrapped chocolates, which is why I stock up on “one-biters” at Halloween and Christmas, when they are available in the best variety, and freeze them.

I’m smart enough to know the exceptions:  Dark chocolate covered cashews are irresistible, and a pound of those vanishes from my hand without any will power on my part.  As for chocolate-covered pretzels, there are NO exceptions to my passion for them:  Whether the pretzels have dark chocolate, milk chocolate, or even white chocolate coating.  I have no control.  They come into my possession, they go in my mouth.  Quickly, and with no sharing.  For that reason, I seldom if ever buy either of these types of goody.

Being diabetic, I tried sugar-free chocolate, the idea being to be able to eat twice as much of it for the same impact on my condition.  If you have tried these yourself, you know how I reacted.  Let’s just say that “Ex-Lax” is not chocolate flavored deliberately for taste appeal.  Sugar-free chocolate (even ONE) is my last-chance cure for stubborn bowels.  Needless to say, one try convinced me that a smaller portion of the “real thing” was the way to go.

As for that chocolate orange… I kept it for almost a month, just looking at it and anticipating.  Today I decided it was time.  I took it out of the box, reading the instructions on the sticker at the stem end of the orange foil wrapping:  “Break Before Unwrapping.”  I contemplated whether I would choose a ball-peen hammer or a plastic mallet to do the honors.  In the end I grabbed the nearest blunt instrument (the small carpenter’s hammer I use for light household chores such as picture-hanging) and gave it several whacks.  Yes!  Peeling away the foil, I saw twenty almost-perfect segments with only about a teaspoon of shards.  Gorgeous!  I placed the segments carefully in a Ziploc bag and greedily gobbled down the shards, making sure the foil was totally clean before discarding it.  (I did, however, restrain myself from licking up the tiny chocolate crumbs that had somehow escaped to fall on the counter.)  Before sealing the Ziploc, I extracted one segment and savored it.  Ecstasy!

Can I make it last twenty days?

I doubt it!

Eulogy for a Working Cat

I bought a copy of “Hobo Finds A Home,” a children’s book about a stray cat who has many adventures before finding that special human being to take him in and love him, before I realized that the author was the local bookstore owner, and the cat Hobo was the store’s mascot.  It’s a cute and touching book made even more so by knowing it’s a true story.  And, of course, by knowing the characters!

As it happens, From My Shelf Books is a great bookstore, one of the increasingly-rare independent bookstores of the type that used to grace every small community.  This one boasts a great mix of new and used books, and lots of them, so I could browse for an hour at a time and occasionally unearth a rare gem long out-of-print.  As time went on, I also found they could locate and acquire many of these rarities, or new books as they were issued, or any of the other search-and-find services I didn’t expect from anything less than a huge chain store.  In addition, the store is a center for reading and writing programs and outreach services for the reading community for the entire north-central part of the State, which I gradually became involved in as I continued to patronize the store.  In particular, there are the store owners and employees I rapidly came to know on a first-name basis.  And especially Hobo, the charming fur fellow who’d wander through the shop greeting people, or surprise them by waking from a nap and suddenly making them realize he was a real cat.  There’s something about a business with a cat, a special charm, a home-like atmosphere I find welcoming and irresistible.

When the store moved from its cramped cellar digs to a spacious corner shop, I was one of several volunteers to pack and move boxes and boxes of books, not to mention the shelves and displays.  The new store provided room for more books, games, and eclectic gifts.  Hobo loved the new place, with its sunny windows for napping, and cozy cubbies behind (and in) the display case.  When he wasn’t right on top of it, kibitzing every sale.  Naturally, his book was featured, in two different printings, and he even had his own ‘author events’ and signings.

I looked forward to seeing this friendly guy every visit to the bookstore and always spoke to him, usually with a few strokes.  He was so easy-going he would accept petting from almost every customer, even small children with little or no cat experience, with gracious kindness.  As a diplomat for feline-kind, he was number one.  I have to wonder how many local shelter cats would have found happy homes if Hobo had not introduced their prospective owners to the pleasure of cats.  Even as laid-back a cat as Hobo had his limits, though;  During a big party at the bookstore last summer, he stayed inconspicuous in an out-of-the-way cubbyhole.  I noticed him, though, and wandered over casually to share some Cheez-its with him, for which he was deeply grateful.

Hobo continued to work hard at the shop, the furry Customer Relations Manager, helping with gift wrapping, inventory, credit card sales (by lying on top of the card swiper), and even re-organizing the customer file cards.  As time went on, he had his own blog, his own Facebook page, and even a featured column in the Wellsboro Gazette.  He appeared in the commercial spot that made it to the finals in the Intuit Super Bowl Small Business sweepstakes.  There was nothing Hobo would not do for his bookstore friends and his beloved human family.

In December, Hobo developed what turned out to be his final illness.  Luckily, it mainly manifested itself in listlessness and loss of appetite at first, but he soon began having difficulty breathing.  His human family did everything they could for him, as did the local vet.  The support from the community was heartfelt and immediate.  Fans of Hobo all over the area, even throughout the United States, prayed, contributed money for his vet bills, and sent e-mails and posts of love and encouragement.  The tumor growing in his thorax had other plans, though.

I think his humans knew it was the end.  For several days during the last two weeks of his life, they brought him to the bookstore where he curled up in his quilt-lined basket, saying farewell to the people he’d loved as they came into the store to pay their respects.  I was one of them, petting the still-soft fur on the thin body, feeling the inaudible vibrations of his purr, knowing that we were wishing one another goodbye.  It was heart-breaking, but I’m glad, so glad, we had the chance.  Just as I’m glad I knew this sweet boy who had such a huge impact on so many human (and feline) lives.

Hobo touched hundreds, maybe thousands, of lives and made them better.  Some directly, most through the printed word or electronic media.  He made a difference in the way people view stray cats, or any cats at all.  Those of us who already loved cats were won over by his charm, becoming his devoted and loving fans.  He made a difference for good in the world.  How many of us humans can say the same?