A Theory of Feline Elective Identity

            Albert Einstein warned us never to overlook the trivial cases. Therefore, when I noticed that, whenever I call one of my cats, the other cats come running, I figured I might be on to something.

            It is, after all, well known that cats don’t come when called. It is practically a Law of Nature. In fact, many experts have suggested that, in consequence, there is no point in naming a cat. This corollary has become equally well-known and accepted.

            However, people persist in naming cats. Human beings like to name things. It satisfies their deep-seated need for order. Even a creature that will not respond to a name must be named. This has given me an opportunity to make a series of observations.

            Cats do come when called; but the circumstances of the summons provide them the incentive. Specialists who train cats for TV and movies have long known that cats can learn tricks, but must be rewarded every time. Even outside of the movie studio, cats quickly learn that certain responses to certain human behaviours result in food. For instance, just the fact that I am in the kitchen tells the cats that food may be forthcoming. Speaking certain words in certain tones of voice will indeed result in the cats coming to me. These words include their names. ANY of their names. If I call one cat, any within earshot will usually respond, if I am in the kitchen. The presence of cooking aromas, whirr of the can opener, or clink of cutlery will also work. The words “breakfast,” “lunch,” “dinner,” “food,” “chicken,” “tuna,” and especially, “OOPS,” summon the cats as surely as their names.

            If I stand by a closed door and call, that’s another summons they will answer. They want their human to perform its door-opening function. Holding out the cat brush while calling is another sure summons. Again, it doesn’t matter what name is called. In addition to their names, I have used “Sweetheart,” “Fluffy Britches,” “Fatso,” “Fur Factory,” and less printable names, with no effect on the response.

            When secondary triggers are absent, calling the name does not work. The original Law goes back into effect. The most obvious indication of this is the experiment of letting the cats out onto the screened porch. They responded to my call when I opened the door to let them out, but if I subsequently open the door to call them in, no summoning word will work. The cats will come in only when it is their decision to do so.

            This behaviour is key to what I call the Theory of Feline Elective Identity. Any names we give cats are just meaningless sounds to them. They do learn words, but only such words as are associated with desirable rewards, and more as sounds, not actual words. This is a real clue to feline psychology: Do they have names for themselves? If not, why not? I believe they are intelligent enough to separate themselves from others and from their environment and have a strong sense of self-identity, even self-awareness. This is so much a part of the cat personality that they have no need for any name or designation other than their eternal, instinctive “I am.” Cats think in concepts, not words, since they have no words; a very advanced modality of intelligence, most experts agree. They already have an unshakable concept of identity, and need no other name.

            The sounds they learn as a summons from their human always are associated with a reward, and directly stimulate the cat’s essential core of identity. At the moment of response, that reward is the most important thing in the cat’s life. In a very real sense, the cat IS the word that summons it to the reward. Therefore, the cat’s identity depends on circumstances, changing from moment to moment as the cat weighs the desirability of offered rewards.

            Since humans equate “a summoning word” with “a name,” we can conclude that a cat’s name changes according to circumstances. It can be the name we give it, a nickname, another pet’s name, a human’s name, food-related words, or sounds, such as bells, can-openers, rattling treat-tins, and exclamations of “OOPS!”

            There it is, the Theory of Feline Elective Identity. As with any theory, observations and experiments are ongoing. The field shows promise, and further study is indicated.

@*#%, Spring!

            While other people curse the snow and long for spring, I have mixed feelings. On the one hand: fly fishing, geocaching, barbecuing, lazy days on the porch swing, being able to drive Potter County roads without studded tires, emergency gear, constant prayer and tranquilizers. On the other, heat, humidity, sweating, allergies, yard work, being enslaved to lawn mowing and gardening, and bugs, bugs, bugs.

            I love gardens. I hate gardening. The first thing I’d do if I ever won the lottery is, hire a full-time yard work person. I’d just lounge on the porch, say, “Roll that area for a croquet court. And do something about the erosion out front. When that’s done, get the garden ready. This year, I want two varieties of slicing tomatoes, early strawberries, butter-crunch lettuce, and lots of herbs.” I’d warn him/her to never start mowing before 10 a.m. I’d instruct him/her to plant a dozen apple trees at the edge of the woods, additional evergreens on the east border, and to surround the flowering shrubs with deer fence come fall. With no budget constraints, I’d never be without crocuses due to deer and squirrel depredation.

            But this is a dream. The reality was getting out for my first yard work yesterday. The ground was soft from rain. In truth, the roads are hub-deep mud in places. I don’t know where the rocks go that underlie the ¼ inch of topsoil everywhere else, but those quagmires they call roads certainly have nothing as solid as rocks for traction as far down as a straining, wheel-spinning pick-up truck can dig. Anywhere else, you can hop up and down on a shovel and its tip penetrates a quarter inch, hits rock, and starts to curl. Therefore, digging even the shallowest hole around here means swinging a pick. The 100-plus bulbs I planted 4 inches deep last fall took all afternoon with a pick, working my hands bloody. Planting trees, however small, is an all-day job, and requires a wheelbarrow full of store-bought dirt. After all, the roots can hardly establish themselves with broken rocks jammed all around them. That’s what came out of the hole, so you need to buy dirt to refill it. This summer I’m determined to renovate the old weed garden into an herb/vegetable garden; to spare my aging joints in the long run, I want to build a retaining wall so I can reach my pot-herbs along the edge without kneeling. That’s 70 feet of trench to pour a footer. Despairing of doing that by hand with a pick, I asked my neighbor for the loan of his backhoe. He doesn’t seem to understand the difference between a footer for a knee-high block wall and one for a structure. I do NOT need it four feet deep and can’t handle concrete work of that magnitude.

            But yesterday was a fairly simple task: to fertilize the trees of my privacy planting. I use Jobe’s Evergreen Tree Food Stakes. If you’ve used them, you know they work well, but pounding them in with the little plastic cap does not work even in normal soil. They end up powdered. So, I make a hole first, then put them in. In our soil, I use a wrecking bar, pounding the pointy end into the ground by whacking the upper, curved, end with a sledgehammer. When I hit a rock, rotating the wrecking bar a quarter-turn usually either finds an edge of the rock or a fracture point to break it. After several repetitions of this, the hole is about 6 inches deep, and I wriggle the wrecking bar to extract it from the soil, leaving a hole the perfect size for a tree stake. The evergreen row has trees 2 to 5 years old that require 2 or 3 stakes each. This took me over two hours and I ended up sweaty (despite a temperature in the 40’s and a light drizzle) and, later, aching.

            Funny thing. It didn’t seem that long. There’s a certain satisfaction to be had from finishing a task like that, too. It’s actually kind of enjoyable in a tedious, exhausting way. But the thing about yard work is, it’s never done. Not in the sense of finished, over, complete, no more to do. As I worked, I was thinking about the spaces where three trees died that need to be replaced before I can move on to Phase II of the privacy planting. I noticed the winter’s debris that will take a full day to clean up before I can mow the first time this year. Oh, and I can’t mow at all with the plow on the tractor and not the mower deck. Will I ever get around to buying fill dirt to level the erosion channels that keep me from mowing the whole front yard, or to re-contour the deep dip in the driveway? What can be done about the cracked concrete pad in front of the garage? Should I buy stone for the drip lines under the house eaves? When and with what money can I get that garden wall done?

            That is why I hate gardening. It’s painstaking, boring, heavy work at a time of year when I have zero energy because I am not heat-tolerant. If I procrastinate it, it not only doesn’t go away, it grows into a bigger job. And there’s always more of it. I can never look at my yard with satisfaction, and say, “It’s done. Now I can kick back and enjoy it.” It’s never done. I may be able to take a day off from it now and then, but a garden makes me feel fettered to it, never able to escape working long enough to actually rest. Those long, hot summer days are mostly filled with me dragging my protesting body through 12 hours of hard work.

            Small wonder that, as other people smile and embrace the summer culture of flip-flops and shorts, I am growling, “C’mon, winter! The sooner the better!”

Just Woolgathering

As I was knitting today, I was bemoaning the slow progress I was making on a project with fine yarn and tiny needles. The five or six inches I need to knit for this section seems to be taking forever.

Then I held it up, and saw the developing pattern, and that I was on my fourth color stripe in this section. I realized that, stitch by stitch, knit happens.

I Don’t Do Resolutions

New Year’s Resolutions are a joke. An annual running gag. If there is anything you really want to do, make a New Year’s Resolution to give it up. A half-dozen years ago, I made a New Year’s Resolution to give up making New Year’s Resolutions. Thus far, I have kept it.

I find it’s more productive to wait until a situation prompts me to say, and mean, “This has got to change!” As the joke goes, the light bulb has to really want to change. This can’t be dictated by the calendar. It happens when a certain threshold is reached. Sometime during the holiday rush, I hit that threshold with my incredibly cluttered office (“Office/library/sitting room/computer room/fly tying area”). It’s taken awhile, but I discovered today that there is a desk under that pile of papers waiting to be filed. At this point, one more hour of work will see the last of the papers filed as needed and various boxes of supplies in the closet or storage area. Another day, and I can place my fly-tying supply order to be ready for this year’s round of shows and festivals. Who knows, I may even be able to use my newly-uncovered fly tying desk.

Through the course of 2016 I put a number of items on my mental ToDo list that might be good resolutions… and, perhaps, in the non-annual, non-January-first sense, they are. Some are new, others just reinforce lessons I knew, but neglected.

•       Listen. Determine what’s important to the other person. If you help, make sure it’s the help they want or need, not the help your ego wants to give them.
•      Be kind. It’s free, and it matters.
•     Never be too busy to take time for yourself. Spend it doing something you are passionate about, whether it’s hiking or wine-tasting, or whatever. No excuses; no waiting for someone else to be free to go along, no whining about cost, lack of preparation, lack of equipment, or travel distance. If these are really an issue, spend some time getting ready. But not too much! Chances are, if you just do it, you’ll find these obstacles don’t really exist.
•      Be aware. How much beauty and joy do you miss by going through life with tunnel-vision? Stop. Take a breath. Use your senses. Be amazed!
•    Be organized, with both your possessions and your time. You’ll find this gives you more space for creativity and more time for random, impulsive fun.
•      Life is uncertain. Order a donut with your coffee, or eat dessert first. Take that vacation. Binge-watch your favourite old TV series. Sign up for the class you always wanted to take. Don’t guilt-trip yourself fretting over your diet, what’s healthy or not, exercising, and other peoples’ expectations of you.
•       Pick a cause and work for it. Teach someone something you know well. This is your legacy to the world. Knowledge is useless unless it is used or shared. It cannot be hoarded.
•     The broad tides of history don’t care what flotsam they sweep away. Fretting about them is useless. Be alert for what little you can do to alter their course, and prepared to withstand them when they strike you. For withstand them you will, although it may be by means you could never imagine.
•    Think for yourself. Don’t stereotype or categorize; take people, issues, and ideas one at a time, each on its own merits. Use reason to make decisions. Consider the opinions of others, but also consider the source.
•      Your loved ones are your strength, your comfort, and your reason for living. But if you’re not on the list of your own loved ones, you can do nothing for the rest of them.
•     Back to basics. Whether you are talking about cooking, theology, or your lifestyle, it’s important to go back to the basics once in a while. You may find that you’ve strayed so far from those basics you have become their opposite.
•     Learn to say NO to things that other people find important. Their cause may be a good one, but it’s theirs, not necessarily yours. It’s easy to sink under the burden of other peoples’ priorities, at the expense of your own.
•     Be truthful, but also remember: It’s as important to avoid unkind truths as deliberate lies. Think before you speak. Your criticism may be the truth, but it is an opinion. Is there a way to phrase it positively? Will it hurt someone without fixing anything? If you’re not sure, “If you can’t say anything good, don’t say anything at all.”
• Treasure the small things. They just may be the most important things in your life.