Friday, October 21, 2016

The October Storm



          
  It was just two days ago: A golden afternoon in the mid-seventies, when I found myself with a couple of hours free in mid-afternoon and could not resist the temptation to spend them outdoors. So, dinner would be late. I had not had a single fishing outing in my beloved Pennsylvania Wilds this year, except when guiding other anglers. I yearned for the soothing solitude, the music of running water, and the beauty of wild brook trout and the autumn woods. There was an urgency to my need to get outdoors, a sensation with which I am all too familiar. Is it instinct, experience, or a combination of the two that tells me the October Storm is coming?
I passed up the nearby spots in favor of my favorite stretch of Kettle Creek, a good half-hour’s drive beyond the asphalt. I was not going to compromise quality for quantity, either. I rigged up my locally-crafted split bamboo rod and tied on a favorite attractor dry fly. Time was suspended for the next hour and a half, as I hiked in to my favorite spot, stalking with care, casting with delicacy, and being surprised with two spawn-ready male brookies in the twelve-inch class in addition to my usual seven-inchers. Beautiful, beautiful trout with bright colors overlaid with silver, muscular and glistening in my hands as I slipped them back into their natural element to continue replenishing their rare and precious kind.
            The sun slipping behind the south-western ridge signaled the end of this glorious interlude, but I treasured every minute of the hike out and the drive home, amid the fall colors I sensed would be fleeting indeed. It is an uncomfortable talent to have, the ability to know that something is ending. Sadness, bitter-sweet, colored my entire afternoon, as I appreciated what was both my first and final solo fishing trip of the season.
            Late that night, the October Storm blew in; literally, ripping down my birdfeeders, support cable and all. Soaking rain has continued ever since, lightning illuminating a landscape being stripped of its color. The temperatures are gradually dropping, and for the first time I saw the snowflake icon on the day-by-day weather forecast. They say the rain will end sometime tomorrow, to be followed by our first temperatures in the 20’s this year. This is it: the October Storm, the one that ends autumn and begins winter here in upstate Pennsylvania.
            That’s all it takes here, one storm, that always comes sometime in October (usually earlier than this year). One day, busses of “leaf peepers” cruise the local roads, stopping here and there to snap pictures, taking home a lasting memory of beauty. The October Storm hits, and the day after that, the trees are all but bare, the muted duns of the hillsides broken only by the occasional stubborn birch late to turn, or the candle-flame shape of a tamarack.
            As I gaze out the window at the downpour, I am struck, as I always am, by the ephemeral, fragile nature of beauty. One storm, and it’s gone. My comfort is that it is followed by a different, subtler form of beauty, there for those who can appreciate it. Anyone can see the gaudy glories of autumn’s peak, but the true artist also values the quiet, soul-soothing shades that follow the October Storm.